( is it hot in here? because shiro's kind of sweating right now. this is way too honest for him and he's having some kind of on the verge panic attack.
THIS WAS A MISTAKE. he won't be able to look lance in the face when he sees him next time.
it's so much easier to be there and listen to other people's problems and not have to bring up his own. )
Honestly? Sometimes I don't know if I want to forget or not. I did once by someone else's design.
( fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ...........hhhhhhhhh. just makes general noises while he stares at his phone bc what is happening he's lost control )
( hey hey hey ... it's okay. it's okay because it's just the two of them and no one else, though he has an idea of what it must be like to always be on the other side of things, to always be the one listening and not giving.
he just. wants to be the sort of person shiro wants to confide in, that he can trust. )
it's not a mess, if you ask me whether you want to forget or you don't, it's valid no one can blame you
( he's actually quiet for a few minutes. he doesn't mean to be, but he already feels guilty for saying all this stuff. this isn't lance's burden to bear. it's no one but his own. he doesn't want anyone to feel sorry for him, or feel bad about what happened to him, or anything like that. he still hasn't quite figured out what to do yet. )
( it's okay, really. he can be as quiet as he needs for as long as he needs, because when it comes to shiro, lance could never be anything but patient. it's the least he can do, with as patient as shiro has been with literally all of them, himself included more often than not.
he knows he can be a handful. he tries not to be. sometimes. )
hey, don't mention it i'm just saying what anyone else would
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Date: 2019-10-21 02:30 am (UTC)THIS WAS A MISTAKE. he won't be able to look lance in the face when he sees him next time.
it's so much easier to be there and listen to other people's problems and not have to bring up his own. )
Honestly? Sometimes I don't know if I want to forget or not. I did once by someone else's design.
( fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ...........hhhhhhhhh. just makes general noises while he stares at his phone bc what is happening he's lost control )
Pretty tangled mess, huh?
( lol kill him thx )
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Date: 2019-10-21 02:48 am (UTC)he just. wants to be the sort of person shiro wants to confide in, that he can trust. )
it's not a mess, if you ask me
whether you want to forget or you don't, it's valid
no one can blame you
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Date: 2019-10-21 03:01 am (UTC)Thank you, Lance. I really appreciate it.
( that much, at least, is very true. )
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Date: 2019-10-21 11:08 pm (UTC)he knows he can be a handful. he tries not to be. sometimes. )
hey, don't mention it
i'm just saying what anyone else would
( it's not a big deal!!! )